More stressful musings…
February 16th, 2005
There’s an inherent conflict in my mind, part of me that keeps pulling back from my ‘can do’ attitude and the ‘go getter’ productivity whore that I turn into on occasion. It’s the conflict between A and B, the thought versus the action. It’s all well and good to be able to produce, but part of me becomes frustrated at the complete lack of perspective I sometimes have. For short periods of time I become completely singlemindedly focused on a single problem, project, or detail, and I lose the big-picture perspective I know I’m going to need to be as successful with my new degree as I want to become. I don’t have time to think about the repercussions, or the environment, or any of the other things that I’d like to. Maybe I should just give up on the degree- ’cause really, if I can’t think the right way, it’s just another expensive pieces of paper that I will never use.
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